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I dug into my unreleased archives and remixed an old track today. My apologies for the lack of proper mixing/mastering. I rushed to get something out for a Bandcamp Friday for once. I assure you it sounds much better than the original version from like 4 years ago.
lyrics
Running through the dark
Looking for things we cant find
Praying for a spark
Dont realize we've gone blind
Cant see, cant tell
Cant heal, oh well
Give in, lay down
Slip away, way down
So hollow, so cold
So lost, I'm told
No savior, no soul
Inside, to be sold
We're making our way
Pretending we know anything
Nothing real to say
What terror ignorance brings
Can't think, can't feel
Can't tell, what's real
Give up, play dead
It's all in your head
So empty, so gone
So far, so long
No help, no hope
No way to cope
Can't stop the show
Can't go that slow
Break down, fall apart
Fade out, restart
None left, last one
I've come undone
Fall in the abyss
Check out, fuck this
So fucking hopeless
The curse of naivety
We don't even notice
This downward trajectory
Turn off, step back
Too far off track
No saving your soul
No god in control
credits
released April 6, 2024
Written, produced, mixed, mastered, and vocals/lyrics by Parker Jae.
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